So the daily grind is over, back to school night done, Trent and Drew to hitting practice with Darren (its his day), and now I am sitting on the couch trying to find some relaxation watching Kourtney and Khloe take Miami. The funny part of this episode is that Kourtney is going on a date with some random guy. My thoughts right now OMG! That could be me!
I feel like in the last few months my divorce is hitting me hard like a ton of bricks. Everyone keeps telling me let time pass and things will get easier. Well, its not easier only seeing my kids 50% of the time. IT SUCKS! I always thought I could do it all as a married wife and it was easy for me (well..not easy but co-parenting is a lot less stressful than single parenting). Anyways it is what it is. The kids have been communicating more about Darren and I, and it is very therapeutic talking and communicating with them about our lives. I want them to be happy and healthy. That is my main objective as their mom. The more they communicate the more I realize they are comfortable with opening up. So happy for that.
Since I'm often alone a lot of the time, I joined a divorce group (yes... I joined a divorce group- I thought it couldn't hurt).... needless to say I think it is more of a meet up and see if anyone wants to hook up if you know what I mean. No thanks...not interested in that. I would rather be alone than by picked up by some weirdo I have never met. (Yes..I have issues going out with people I dont know - I have always been like that (no blind dates ever for me)
Well I just thought I would catch you all up in this thing we call life...
hugs
J
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